wanting me back in bed
Added 2025-02-28 06:56:19 +0000 UTCthe space next to you is empty, but it's still warm, and that's what wakes you first. the absence. the way my body should still be there, tangled with yours, but it isnโt. you slip out of bed, wrapped in nothing but my t-shirt, padding softly through the apartment until you find me in the dark living room, curled into our chair, staring out over the city like i'm trying to lose myself in it. i hear you before i see you, feel you before you touch me. i did not want to wake you, i never did. i saw you sleeping so peacefully, and no part of me wanted to pull you from that. i just couldn't turn my mind off, could not shake the weight of everything, the pressure, the feeling that no matter what i do, it's never enough. except when i'm with you. you just crawl into my lap, wrap yourself around me, your legs tucked up, your arms looped around my neck, your breath tickles against my skin, and immediately, the tension starts to slip away. i exhale, my hands running over your back, grounding myself in you, realizing that i have been sitting here chasing quiet when you're the only quiet i ever need. this is not where i should be. i should be in bed, coiled around you, exactly where i belong, so i pull you up, hold you close, and take you back to the place i never should have left in the first place.
Comments
pookie, your mind seems like such a beautiful place ๐ฅบ in my mind youโll forever be this gloomy (in a good way), Katatonia-coded man who sometimes finds solace in sadness. Letting yourself feel morose can almost feel cathartic.
unholy babygirl (or anya forger)
2025-05-17 14:26:48 +0000 UTCSleep token mentioned ๐ค
grey !
2025-04-03 09:27:45 +0000 UTCThe intimacy of this audio is incredibly palpable. I just fall in love with it every time I listen. ๐ซ
Leah
2025-03-30 06:08:43 +0000 UTCโYou might be the one to take away the pain & let my mind go quiet. And nothing else is quite the same as how I feel when Iโm at your side.โ
Hanna Banana
2025-03-19 18:07:39 +0000 UTCi hope virtual hugs get invented soon, and when it does ur the first one im giving it to ๐ซ hope ur doing alright k <3
โ. ๐trina โน เฃช ห
2025-03-05 10:28:58 +0000 UTCThis feels really special on every listenโค๏ธโ๐ฉน
ReneeX
2025-03-05 09:21:13 +0000 UTCThis is giving MAJOR Anakin & Padme vibes when she finds him in their living room after having a nightmare in ROTS
Hanna Banana
2025-03-04 07:19:45 +0000 UTCHappy Belated Bday Jess!!! ๐ฅณ๐ฅณ๐ฅณ๐๐
Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine๐๐ฎ๐
2025-03-01 20:11:49 +0000 UTCThanks
Jess
2025-03-01 17:52:30 +0000 UTCHappy Birthday!!
Aiza
2025-03-01 13:02:02 +0000 UTCdefinitely falling asleep to this but audio aside, that description is so beautifully written
alisha
2025-02-28 23:18:23 +0000 UTCโitโs such bad luck to wake someone whose sleepingโ i need to have a word with my alarm clock
Rose
2025-02-28 23:08:31 +0000 UTCthis entire audio has me all ๐ฅบ especially 11:05 - 11:25 ๐ญ
Rose
2025-02-28 23:06:27 +0000 UTCthereโs nothing like those late night vulnerable talks. i continue to crave those deep moments because itโs where the real shit comes out and we get to see whatโs truly behind the armor.
Rose
2025-02-28 22:49:19 +0000 UTCI still canโt wait to listen but popping in again to express how much I wish I could be there for him when he needs someone as much as he as there for us ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Caitlin
2025-02-28 22:24:54 +0000 UTCHugss๐ซ
Angelqiqi
2025-02-28 19:41:01 +0000 UTCHappy Birthday ๐ฅณ
Angelqiqi
2025-02-28 19:40:36 +0000 UTCIโm going to start keeping a notebook with quotes from these audios because ๐ซ
C.J
2025-02-28 18:45:15 +0000 UTCOmg that reminds me of the trend where the wives try to put their husbands on the kitchen counter ๐
C.J
2025-02-28 18:44:13 +0000 UTCI was half asleep when I listened to this, so I had to circle back during my free time at work and omg, โI was drowning in stress, but now Iโm drowning in youโ had me ready to cry ๐ฅน may we all find a love like this soon ๐ฅฐ
C.J
2025-02-28 18:43:25 +0000 UTCHe really does paint a picture and I actually want to start drawing actual full illustrations inspired by his audios and descriptions
Caitlin
2025-02-28 15:20:24 +0000 UTC11:07 ๐ฅน
harmony
2025-02-28 15:19:02 +0000 UTCYour explanation is always cool and this audio fills me perfectly. The way you always treat and show us is gentle and warm. Thank you so much. ๐๐๐ฅน๐
Ss
2025-02-28 14:20:01 +0000 UTCI love the warmth and koziness that radiates from this audio and from you K in general. You have such a kind heart and I hope you receive so much love and happiness. Sending you endless love and hugs <3
Aiza
2025-02-28 14:02:47 +0000 UTCThis is such a gentle, intimate, delicate moment. Theres something so precious about being close to you, cuddled up, looking at the city below us, seeing other people living life while it feels like itโs only just us two in the world togetherโค๏ธ Your soft voice and the way you love us unconditionally no matter what. Even though youโre going through something, you always remind us of much you value and appreciate having us in your life. It goes both ways. Your so special and loved to us K, I hope your doing well๐ฅบโค๏ธ
Aiza
2025-02-28 14:00:17 +0000 UTCHappy birthday! I hope you have a beautiful day ๐ค
Summer
2025-02-28 13:52:39 +0000 UTC"Thank you for coming to find me" I will always come find you K โค๏ธ๐๐ญ
Carrie
2025-02-28 13:24:05 +0000 UTCWho's cutting onions? ๐ญ (i saw the carrying tag with the reverse comfort one and my mind immediately went to we're fireman carrying K to bed)
Kitten๐โโฌ
2025-02-28 13:00:23 +0000 UTCNot the description mirroring how Kโs voice and soul alone makes me feel ๐ซ ๐ญ I sure hope he feels the same kind of comfort tonight though from whatever is weighing on his mind ๐ฅบ
Caitlin
2025-02-28 10:25:26 +0000 UTCK spoiling us as usual ๐ญ๐ญ i hope you get so well deserved r&r this weekend ๐๐
bunny
2025-02-28 10:24:24 +0000 UTCThe K is for Kontent ๐ซถ๐ผ
L
2025-02-28 10:06:42 +0000 UTCK in the parenthood audio: I don't want Rora too feel the weight of the world on her big sister shoulders. K in this audio: *feeling the weight of the world on his big brother shoulders*
Kickis
2025-02-28 08:59:19 +0000 UTChope this kind of love find us all eventually. the description and the audio ๐ฅบ๐ค๐ป
Anna
2025-02-28 08:24:27 +0000 UTCโi hear you before i see you, feel you before you touch meโ iโm crying
โ. ๐trina โน เฃช ห
2025-02-28 07:59:58 +0000 UTC"i have been sitting here chasing quiet when you're the only quiet i ever need" im bawling
Ally
2025-02-28 07:57:34 +0000 UTCAww K this was so sweet, sending you hugs
Yvonne
2025-02-28 07:40:02 +0000 UTCthis one made my heart feel so heavy. sending you lots of hugs k. i hope you know how special & important you are. ๐ซ๐ค
harmony
2025-02-28 07:33:11 +0000 UTCHappiest birthday!๐ฅน
ReneeX
2025-02-28 07:30:28 +0000 UTCI feel exactly the same way
ReneeX
2025-02-28 07:29:41 +0000 UTCCanโt sleep huh? x
AmyE
2025-02-28 07:20:08 +0000 UTCIโm so lost in this description that I donโt know how the audio will top it, but I know it will.
Destiny
2025-02-28 07:16:26 +0000 UTCThank you
Jess
2025-02-28 07:11:30 +0000 UTCReverse Comfort tag <3 my beloved ๐ฅน
Colleen
2025-02-28 07:10:07 +0000 UTCHappy birthday Jess! ๐๐ฅณ๐
unholy babygirl
2025-02-28 07:09:49 +0000 UTCbro, you is a poet indeed
unholy babygirl
2025-02-28 07:09:07 +0000 UTCoh my the description ๐๐ซถ๐ผ
..+โ+.. ivy ..+โ+..
2025-02-28 07:06:41 +0000 UTCthe best description yet :,)) iโm gonna cry
โ. ๐trina โน เฃช ห
2025-02-28 07:03:38 +0000 UTCThese descriptions are my EVERYTHING.๐๐ซถ
Faith
2025-02-28 07:03:35 +0000 UTCIโm so in awe of the writing in the description ๐ฅน๐ซ
Julie
2025-02-28 07:01:46 +0000 UTCI guess I'm not the only one awake, thinking about everything and nothing all at once. ๐ฅฒ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จsending you all the warm, big, loving hugs K. ๐คโค May a glorious, restful sleep come for you soon. ๐ค
Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine๐๐ฎ๐
2025-02-28 07:01:33 +0000 UTCThe description has me teary eyed๐ฅบ Reverse comforts have my heartโค๏ธ
Aiza
2025-02-28 06:58:32 +0000 UTC2 audios an hour into my birthday (It's 1am) this is great!
Jess
2025-02-28 06:58:30 +0000 UTCIโm loving all these bedtime audiosโค๏ธ Iโm literally going out the now though, so I have to wait before I can listen๐
Aiza
2025-02-28 06:57:01 +0000 UTC
