even after the fight, iโm still yours
Added 2025-03-08 04:21:01 +0000 UTCthe silence feels heavier than the fight itself. the words we threw at each other still linger in the air, sharp edges that neither of us meant, things said in the heat of the moment, things we both wish we could take back. i let it sit for a while, let us both breathe, let the weight settle instead of trying to push through it too soon. but after a while, i go looking for you. not to argue, not to prove a point, just to find you. because no matter how bad it gets, no matter how much we hurt each other in moments like this, the only thing worse than fighting is being apart. i find you, and for a second, i do not know what to say, but then i do, because it is the only thing that has ever mattered. i love you. i am not going anywhere. we can figure the rest out, work through it, take as long as we need, but that will never change. i reach for you, needing to close the distance, needing to remind you that even when we break apart, we will always find a way back.
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# NO, YOU ๐๐โจ๐ฆ
unholy babygirl
2025-03-19 15:47:46 +0000 UTCNO YOU ๐๐
Alana
2025-03-19 14:55:05 +0000 UTCNo, you ๐๐
unholy babygirl
2025-03-19 13:54:00 +0000 UTCNo you ๐ฅบ๐
Alana
2025-03-19 13:47:18 +0000 UTCand this person here โฌ๏ธ has been my rock and my safe haven thanks to you, clitaniel ๐ซฃ๐ฅบ
unholy babygirl
2025-03-18 17:02:10 +0000 UTC๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ
Alana
2025-03-18 16:21:54 +0000 UTCIโm still trying to catch up on the audios, and I chose this one for today ๐ I had an inkling as to what it might be, yet Iโm still a sobbing mess ๐ฅบ My BPD and crippling fear of abandonment are honestly debilitating at times, and this audio was so validating and soothing in a way ๐ฅบ Thank you ๐ฅบ
unholy babygirl
2025-03-17 15:20:12 +0000 UTCIndeed it is like this.
unholy babygirl
2025-03-17 15:15:15 +0000 UTCI donโt even need PMS to lose it, my BPD is enough ๐น And thatโs every day, so itโs even worse woot woot ๐น
unholy babygirl
2025-03-17 14:39:38 +0000 UTCCrying to this ๐ญ
Chloe
2025-03-16 06:13:33 +0000 UTCSameโฆI continue to not only not rise early like I wanted but instead sleep in
Caitlin
2025-03-14 00:50:59 +0000 UTCSame here guys ๐ I fucked up this morning and missed my alarm ๐, actually, I donโt even know if I set it. But, uhhhhh, shit, is the right word rn.
Rose
2025-03-10 16:05:50 +0000 UTCSame here. I woke up dazed and confused ๐ฅด
Destiny
2025-03-10 06:15:59 +0000 UTCnot well lol
BeforeKnightFalls
2025-03-10 05:09:27 +0000 UTCHow did daylight savings treat you this go round k?? ๐งก
Destiny
2025-03-09 22:41:01 +0000 UTCRIGHT?! I sweat when I'm nervous and this situation would make me moist as fuck. ๐๐ญ
Kickis
2025-03-09 17:11:00 +0000 UTCI also get the clam hands when Iโm nervous ๐
Sassypants
2025-03-09 16:14:26 +0000 UTCI loved the sweetheart SO MUCH๐ฅบโค๏ธ
Aiza
2025-03-09 15:27:07 +0000 UTC@Caitlin Oh yes, unhinged is the right word. PMS is so frustrating cause it messes with your instincts and rational thinking so bad. You feel like you're acting completly reasonable and the world is just ... against you. And then a week later you realise "Oh ๐ณ ... I was hormonal crazy person". ๐ ๐๐
Kickis
2025-03-09 11:10:59 +0000 UTC@Rose YES! ๐๐
Kickis
2025-03-09 11:05:26 +0000 UTCAbsolutely love this๐
emma
2025-03-09 02:47:57 +0000 UTCIn every variation, either sfw or nsfw, itโs my favourite nickname ๐ฅฐ
Sassypants
2025-03-09 02:36:55 +0000 UTCThat โsweetheartโ omg I criedโฆ
Caitlin
2025-03-09 01:39:16 +0000 UTCHonestly this would be so healing and inspiring to listen to because I can get unhinged myself and see red so it is like something I need to hear
Caitlin
2025-03-09 01:36:35 +0000 UTCHow did I miss this!? I canโt imagine him being mean or hurtful
Caitlin
2025-03-09 01:34:12 +0000 UTC@Kickis I requested something like that last week so I only hope we get it ๐ค๐ผ
Rose
2025-03-09 01:18:59 +0000 UTCSame. Also him reaffirming that he isnโt going anywhere. That he wonโt leave her. That she is loved. Thatโs hugely reassuring to hear.
Sassypants
2025-03-08 22:55:13 +0000 UTCHim not yelling and giving reassurance did wonders for my nervous system and my anxiety
Rose
2025-03-08 22:27:02 +0000 UTCOh yeah PMS can make me unhingedโฆI like this addition ๐
Sassypants
2025-03-08 21:46:43 +0000 UTCOH MY GOD - what if it's a PMS one? The hormones made us lose it bc of something silly like ... he bought the wrong type of ice cream or forgot to get an ingredient for dinner. We cool off and then we find him in is office and is all like "I'm sorry for being an hormonal mess ... I didn't mean it". ๐โค๏ธ
Kickis
2025-03-08 19:47:30 +0000 UTCOh fuck yes! A reverse comfort after a fight would be so good - we were a little bit too fiesty with him. ๐๐ โค๏ธ
Kickis
2025-03-08 19:38:34 +0000 UTCthe gentleness of his voice ๐ฅบ๐ฉท
madeline
2025-03-08 19:19:32 +0000 UTCIโve listened to this many times since you posted it. Itโs so raw and so real, it hits hard but I love the way you make up with her. Making up after arguments are so important and you are always so caring, understanding, and loving through it allโค๏ธโ๐ฉน
Aiza
2025-03-08 19:03:16 +0000 UTCGreat audio as always K! I love how safe & loved you make her feel. A reverse comfort of this would be interesting!
Sassypants
2025-03-08 17:57:26 +0000 UTCI adore the way K highlights the making up, the aftercare of the argument. These are the moments that matter โค๏ธ
Carrie
2025-03-08 17:54:10 +0000 UTCCan we get the make up sex from the fight!
aria johnson
2025-03-08 13:55:32 +0000 UTCI was fine until you said โsweetheartโ with such care & love & then I was ๐ญ
Sassypants
2025-03-08 13:30:26 +0000 UTC"Just to find you." I love your way and when you told her that you love her as soon as you sat down.. Like her, I almost said thank you. ๐ญ๐ญ
Ss
2025-03-08 10:46:18 +0000 UTCIโve listened to this a few times. Crying in your arms and the kisses๐ฅบ literally crying
Aiza
2025-03-08 09:25:59 +0000 UTC๐๐๐ I would love it so much to also get the fight... The tension, the misunderstandings, the hurting.... ๐ฅบ
Michaela Ameise
2025-03-08 09:14:44 +0000 UTCRemind yourself that you're the strong one. If you're dealing with a person who has zero ability to see your point of view or goes immediately into defence mode you know their weakness. Also you have to evaluate your boundaries with this person and what you can and cannot expect from them. โค๏ธ
Kickis
2025-03-08 09:12:24 +0000 UTCalthough these audios make me cry i love them sm. may love like this find all of us <3
โ. ๐trina โน เฃช ห
2025-03-08 08:36:50 +0000 UTCFirst time listening to one of the make up audios and can say Iโve never cried so much listening to an audio. Is this what healthy conflict resolution is like?
Caro
2025-03-08 08:19:31 +0000 UTCAlso the clammy hand comment made this human furnace emosh. ๐ฅน๐ญโค๏ธ
Kickis
2025-03-08 07:59:03 +0000 UTCI love that we never get the fight, but we always get the making up. โค๏ธ
Kickis
2025-03-08 07:50:26 +0000 UTC911 is such a good show!
Sassypants
2025-03-08 06:48:49 +0000 UTCCan I request that the listener can sing and K wasnโt aware of that? So he complimentes after complimentes her?
Miya
2025-03-08 06:09:03 +0000 UTCIโve already cried over Murdoch Mysteries and 9-1-1 today but lets fuckin go i guess ๐คญ๐คญ๐คญ๐คญ๐คญ
bunny
2025-03-08 05:47:35 +0000 UTCRight! Itโs been so long๐ฃ
Valen.x
2025-03-08 05:38:47 +0000 UTCBawling my eyes out
Pame๐
2025-03-08 05:26:12 +0000 UTCconflict tag, itโs so good to see you beloved <3
bev
2025-03-08 05:25:02 +0000 UTCThat happens all the time to me. But deep down you know you did it because the other person can't leave their ego and their pride. You are the adult who knows how to deal healthy with it. Just remind yourself that you had to deal with someone not mature enough to admit their fault. You didn't let yourself down, you just were dealing with someone immature and you had to do it before it got the best of your mental health and inner peace. If you were to wait for an apology it would have been a looooong time of inner conflict and you just had to walk away. So no, you didn't let yourself down, see it as you did it for your own good to say like "yeah, right, okay, sorry, bye" instead of waiting for something that may never had happened. Sending hugs. It's difficult, but it happens ๐ค
Pame๐
2025-03-08 05:17:51 +0000 UTCyall i just had to apologize for a fight i didnโt cause. tips to just move forward and pretend i didnโt let myself down ?
lexoxle
2025-03-08 05:03:52 +0000 UTCItโs time for me to sit and let that conflict tag hit me in the feels
Lani
2025-03-08 04:47:40 +0000 UTCThe descriptionโฆ..got me straight in the heart. โbut after a while, i go looking for you. not to argue, not to prove a point, just to find you. because no matter how bad it gets, no matter how much we hurt each other in moments like this, the only thing worse than fighting is being apart.โ And thatโs how you know you have something special with someone. ๐งก
Destiny
2025-03-08 04:42:12 +0000 UTCI havenโt listened yet. Just reading the description made me nervous. I know K will be caring & soothing as always but ๐ข
Sassypants
2025-03-08 04:36:17 +0000 UTCSame. There was a lot of emotional abuse in my home growing up, so I never learned healthy conflict resolution. These audios are painful, but healing โค๏ธโ๐ฉน
Sassypants
2025-03-08 04:35:01 +0000 UTCand and and "the only thing worse than fighting is being apart" absolutely bawling
Ally
2025-03-08 04:32:59 +0000 UTCThe description has me๐ญโค๏ธโ๐ฉน this is going to hurt๐ peep the crying tag
Aiza
2025-03-08 04:32:51 +0000 UTCAs someone who suffered a lot of verbal and physical abuse growing up, this heals something in me you have no idea. Because I never knew arguments without yelling and physical altercation. Thanks. ๐ค It means a lot.
Pame๐
2025-03-08 04:31:43 +0000 UTCI love โi go looking for you. not to argue, not to prove a point, just to find you.โ ๐ฅน
Sassypants
2025-03-08 04:27:41 +0000 UTCFAWK, a conflict audio ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฅบ๐ค๐ป also Iโm not sorry ๐ธ linger ๐ธ ๐
unholy babygirl
2025-03-08 04:27:05 +0000 UTCjust reading the description made my heart hurt
Ally
2025-03-08 04:25:48 +0000 UTCOmgggggg excited
Kim
2025-03-08 04:25:14 +0000 UTCWhy is crying a tag K? ๐ญ
Sassypants
2025-03-08 04:24:30 +0000 UTC
