It is my PLEASURE to bring to you the first edit of WRITING ON THE WALL
This creation is a collaboration:
FILM: Jamie Key
MUSIC: Issy Kareoki
PERFORMANCE: Suze
I am very privileged to be collaborating with filmmaker and friend Jamie who has agreed to me sharing this first edit with you here on Patreon, ONLY for you, my Patrons. This is not something that filmmake...
2020-02-05 20:06:36 +0000 UTC View Post
Well I remember every little thing
As if it happened only yesterday
Parking by the lake and there was not another car in sight
And I never had a girl
Looking any better than you did
And all the kids at school
They were wishing they were me that night
And now our bodies are oh so close and tight
It never felt so good, it never felt so right
And we're glowing like the metal on the edge of a knife
Glowing like the metal on the edge of a knife
C'mon hold on tight<...
Mustang Sally, think you better slow your mustang down
Mustang Sally, think you better slow your mustang down
You been running all over the town now
Oh! I guess I'll have to put your flat feet on the ground
All you want to do is ride around Sally, ride, Sally, ride
All you want to do is ride around Sally, ride, Sally, ride
All you want to do is ride around Sally, ride, Sally, ride
One of these early mornings, oh, you gonna be wiping your weeping eyes
I bought you...
The challenge is on. Since that amazingly affirmative week of my birthday, where my dear friend N organised a surprise party for me, I have realised that more than ever, I need to take a deep look at my self esteem or lack of it. Self esteem, or even the exploration into deserving a healthy sense of self worth is not something I felt comfortable addressing. My family attach these pursuits as self centredness or selfishness, and to even be exploring this subject would suggest to them that this...
2020-02-04 20:01:27 +0000 UTC View Post
Asked a girl what she wanted to be
She said, "baby, can't you see
I want to be famous, a star on the screen
But you can do something in between
Baby, you can drive my car
Yes, I'm gonna be a star
Baby, you can drive my car
And maybe I'll love you"
I told a girl that my prospects were good
And she said, "baby, it's understood
Working for peanuts is all very fine
But I can show you a better time
Baby, you can drive my car
Yes, I'm gonna be a star<...
Beautiful as Aphrodite, wise as Athena, swifter than Hermes, and stronger than Hercules, Princess Suze of Gozo fights for peace in Man's World.
Raised on the hidden island of Calypso, also known as Paradise Island, Suze is an Amazon, like the figures of Greek legend, and her people's gift to humanity.
Suze has made it her duty to lead by example, even if the differences between her birthplace and new home sometimes present hurdles for her to jump. She has come to represent the pos...
2020-02-04 14:58:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Delicious Patrons!
Tomorrow I will be revealing the very first screening of my new music video short film collaboration with Jamie Key
WRITING ON THE WALL
Sign up to the $50 tier to have exclusive access all month!
This access will only be temporary....so sign up this February!
2020-02-04 14:51:17 +0000 UTC View PostLast night I could have gone out to the Sunday jam, sang some songs, drank some wine. I knew I would have fun, and yet, nothing from the wine to the people, to the music was going to numb the feelings I could feel inside. So, instead I went to bed, lay down and felt everything.
I fell asleep with strong dreams and as soon as I woke up I knew what they meant, what they were trying to tell me. My intuition rarely fails me. I can make up stories in my head, my mind can screw with me, but m...
2020-02-03 19:21:53 +0000 UTC View Post
6.
Today I write a new story. Today I anchor in a new reality. One where I am loved and wanted. One where all the old limited thoughts that I used to believe no longer exist. What we focus on expands. I choose to focus on love and all evidence that points towards the proof that I am loved. This is a new day. I have headed over to M’s house, he is not there, and neither are the dogs. I need connection the way a baby needs milk, and I’m willing to make a fool of myself to get it. I kn...
2020-02-01 13:17:29 +0000 UTC View PostToday you are the first person that I am talking to, from my new bed!!! zzZZZZZZ!
2020-01-31 17:57:51 +0000 UTC View Post
I can feel that the journey to make this documentary that has been in the pipeline for some time now is ready to emerge. I lead a discussion group on Monday looking at our relationship between pleasure and shame. it has definitely been part of the story in my life and in my work as artist, creative, provocateur and explorer.
Photo credit: Jamie Key
2020-01-31 09:01:01 +0000 UTC View Post
My first Burlesque act at the famous cabaret club Madame Jojo'sI titled For Your Eyes Only (now the name of my new $100 tier) here on Patreon)
I played a secret agent who has a bit of a thing for chocolate!
I love putting comedy into burlesque. Madame Jojo's has closed down now. it's one of the saddest things about London, how many theatres are closing to make way for development. Pushing the artists out into the far a...
2020-01-30 20:00:00 +0000 UTC View Post
We made the (probably wise) decision not to walk across this glass ceiling. Knowing the kind of low standards that Malta has for health and safety, Jamie was against my suggestion to walk across the ceiling!!!!
We went for this instead!
Photo from Domestic Pleasure
Photo: Jamie Key
2020-01-30 14:00:03 +0000 UTC View Post
This photo was taken on my roof terrace, which captured my shadow in the glass ceiling which makes it look like my arms are dancing in the sky!
This image gives me the feel of one of those old 90's perfume ads
Photo from Domestic Pleasure
Photo in collaboration with Jamie Key
2020-01-30 12:00:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Through a lens, into a mirror and into the eyes of a woman...
Photo from Domestic Pleasure series
Photo credit: Jamie Key
2020-01-30 10:00:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Photo from the Forbidden Fruit series
Tomorrow I am heading out on a new photoshoot. You are always invited to call out for what you want me to create...and remember if you would like a personalised For Your Eyes Only photoshoot with behind the scenes footage then sign up to the $100 tier this February!
2020-01-30 07:01:01 +0000 UTC View Post
From the collection of photos Domestic Pleasure
What I love about working with this photographer and filmmaker is his eye for light. Before the shoot he wandered around my house and caught all the spots where the light was reflecting in interesting ways, that would shine off my body.
Photo set by Jamie Key
2020-01-29 20:00:03 +0000 UTC View Post
This photo was taken from the outfit I was sent during the Surprise Me series...
I have certainly had one of the biggest surprises this last week when my friends gathered together to arrange a surprise party for me! I share all about it in my latest AC Vlog..
2020-01-29 19:29:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Private moments from the photoset Domestic Pleasure
Photo credit : Jamie Key
2020-01-29 14:00:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Finishing this month with the final pictures from this photoshoot.
Next month I am looking forward to sharing the video with you
photo credit: Jamie Key
2020-01-29 11:07:49 +0000 UTC View PostWhat a surprise!!!
Watch this to find out what the surprise was!
Plus this is me in my new home!
Suze ;-)
2020-01-28 12:28:04 +0000 UTC View PostDid you sign up by December 15th last month? You are entitled to a very special one off This is Suze 2020 calendar. I am making a last shoutout!!
Also, anyone who has been my loyal follower for 6 months and is owed their first or second loyalty reward, you can also request a calendar!!!
If you are neither of these, but you still fancy sexy pics on your desk....then you can purchase a This is Suze 2020 calendar for $25 by paying he...
2020-01-28 12:06:09 +0000 UTC View Post@ramon asked me to share Gozo with you. Here is a video of my local neighbourhood. I'm about to leave my home and move. New chapter, new adventures, new times.
2020-01-25 16:53:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Photo from Entitled to Pleasure first photoset. To see the complete collection sign up to my $50 tier!
Good news! The 1st edit of the music video taken 2 days after these photos were taken, in the same location will be available for you to see in the $50 tier very soon! Watch this space!
Photo credit: Jamie Key
2020-01-25 16:27:01 +0000 UTC View Post5
A deep tiredness envelops me. I can feel the heaviness of my body. I’ve come back to bed to write as Ray LaMontagne sings Trouble, and I feel the words fill my soul. I cannot stop singing at the moment. Singing is something that has been trapped inside me for some time, desperate for expression, but my fear of rejection keeps me from setting my voice free. The trouble is that I will have to go through the insecurity of wrong notes, facing other people’s judgment. What do they thin...
2020-01-25 12:01:00 +0000 UTC View PostHey beautiful patrons,
Some of you may already know it was my birthday yesterday!
I had a party at my house (you know the kind where you spend two days getting everything ready and then the party comes and you feel like you would be happy going to bed before 10 and just letting your guests enjoy themselves?!)
It felt really good to do something special on my birthday. I don't normally enjoy my birthday and this one was pretty good. I am so exhausted fr...
2020-01-24 18:06:08 +0000 UTC View Post
